my darling

my dear, why did you leave? you made mommy so sad. i am still crying since this morning. still wishing this is all just a dream. i miss your sweet eyes, honey, the way you look at me. it's so painful. i miss you so much. i thought we'll gonna stay together for a long time. why do you have to leave us. i miss you honey. i miss you.

3 years back i was in deep s*it. very deep i almost gone mad. who would've thought i'll be here, happy. trusting. patient. humble. better.

i love it.
i love Him.
i love them.
i love him.

sunlight

fortunately being seated near the window. i love seeing the afternoon sunlight. very dramatic indeed. it makes me feel so human and so alive.

thank You dear Lord for a new day.

always, i love You.