random thoughts:
im never excited to celebrate Christmas with the family.....
bakit nga ba lagi na lang masakit ang araw na ito?
bakit pag may occassion kailangan hindi masaya?
ilang taon na rin akong may malamyang pasko.
ilang taon na rin akong may lungkot sa puso tuwing pasko.
26 na yata.
i cried while hearing the 830 mass.
it is the first.
after US i will decide if i "can or cannot"
..find my happy christmas outside this house.
..ignore the guilt of leaving mom
you know best....just the best way to ruin this day.
